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so you know how sometimes
a voice tells you that you need
me? you know how you always
avoid it? I think tonight you should
follow the direction of the crazy voice
and see where you end up.
it's 10:43 p.m. and i'm eating leftover
pizza and listening to kissing families
by silversun pickups. I've spent the whole
day braless, but just the last ten
minutes heartless. I did not feel sorry
for the toilet when i shoved a plunger
down its throat, because I pretended
it was you.
there are lies stuck between my teeth
and I am bored so I'm going to floss and
distribute them to people like you.
I am sucking pity through a straw
because I am desperate. I'm in my room,
looking out the window, wishing I was
outside because all I see is where else
I could be, just like your heart is an empty
room by death cab for cutie says. I wonder
if when I told you i'm here for you, it actually
meant I'm somewhere else for you, without
me even realizing it.
you hate the touch of a hand- you prefer
the walls instead. playing on my sister's
nintendo DS at 1:30 in the morning
makes me real. the fact that I've said more
words to myself while playing mario than
I've said to anyone else all day makes me
real. avoiding you makes me real. watching the
tides turn makes me real. the steam from my
tea is real. you are covered in dirty egos.
do not leave the shower until your fingers
are pruny. dear you, you'll never be able to
leave the shower because you aren't real.
a voice tells you that you need
me? you know how you always
avoid it? I think tonight you should
follow the direction of the crazy voice
and see where you end up.
it's 10:43 p.m. and i'm eating leftover
pizza and listening to kissing families
by silversun pickups. I've spent the whole
day braless, but just the last ten
minutes heartless. I did not feel sorry
for the toilet when i shoved a plunger
down its throat, because I pretended
it was you.
there are lies stuck between my teeth
and I am bored so I'm going to floss and
distribute them to people like you.
I am sucking pity through a straw
because I am desperate. I'm in my room,
looking out the window, wishing I was
outside because all I see is where else
I could be, just like your heart is an empty
room by death cab for cutie says. I wonder
if when I told you i'm here for you, it actually
meant I'm somewhere else for you, without
me even realizing it.
you hate the touch of a hand- you prefer
the walls instead. playing on my sister's
nintendo DS at 1:30 in the morning
makes me real. the fact that I've said more
words to myself while playing mario than
I've said to anyone else all day makes me
real. avoiding you makes me real. watching the
tides turn makes me real. the steam from my
tea is real. you are covered in dirty egos.
do not leave the shower until your fingers
are pruny. dear you, you'll never be able to
leave the shower because you aren't real.
Literature
boy with a song
there's a boy with a song that he found in the wind
and he sings it to the kestrel who teaches the elk.
once, i fell asleep under the birch tree where the sun-
bleached elephant bones rest half submerged in dust.
i saw scattered butterfly-less wings circle the air in
a dance of ghosts, but maybe i had been dreaming.
an angel fell where they buried their children, he
promised to sleep with them in the gentle earth.
his golden hair fell into the tree roots and
became a river that wrapped around my body.
and even though i couldn't leave, i didn't want to.
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cirrus boy
dear cirrus boy
i'm not going to pretend that i understand or even have an empty hand for you to hold on to; i've stopped lying now, like you wanted me to. i understand nothing, to be sincere, but starting from the beginning would be foolish, as it all originated from the end.
the end.
i never understood how your mother could leave you without a goodbye; from what you told me, she even missed out on hello. and i don't understand how you didn't cry when she told you that her tumor was outgrowing her heart, but that it never would outgrow you. i would have shed tears in the hope of them dying and getting reborn into something stronger; anyth
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There is a note for me playing hide-and-go-seek
in between the wall and the hotel bed,
but the author is done playing
and driving home
because continuing after losing is too hard,
people are still breathing and posing for photographers,
popping balloons, asking for names or numbers
and living, and sometimes life would be
so much easier if they didnt,
if the world stopped the way a clock
doesnt tick after its dropped off a balcony,
lying there as a small jumble of twisted metal and wooden splinters,
a cracked face with fingerless hands
and all blessedly, gloriously still.
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he's an asshole. he is fake. he is not real, therefore, he bleeds elephant tusks.
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where did the title come from?