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you know that feeling when you're lying on the ground and all your blood is pouring out and you know you're slowly dying, but you've lost too much blood that you can't get up, and you don’t even care to do anything about it? that's me right now. and I'm not sure if what I'm seeing now is a dream or if my life is flashing before my eyes or if it's something else, but
this is what I see: I'm hunched over the toilet puking my brains out, and a voice tells me the end of the world is coming. somehow I have the energy to run to your house. somehow, before the windows shatter and everything becomes nothing, I grab your hand and this is how we turn to dust.
this is what I see: I barge into your room as you're taking a toke, and at first you panic, but then you say, "oh, okay. it's just you." it's just me.
this is what I see: the world is spinning. it's a blur of lights, a carousel of colours. I'm dancing. when I close my eyes, I see myself falling, but keeping my eyes open makes me feel dizzy. I'm confusing the sights I see with opened eyes for the pictures I see with closed eyes. I'm scared to death. I'm crying hysterically. I'm so fucking drunk.
this is what I see: my guts on the pavement. it looks like a picture I painted last week. it looks like the bruises on my left hip and right cheek. I see a world with no sun but with flashlights blinding me and one hundred faces in my face poking me with sticks and asking me if I'm still alive.
this is what I see: I'm running. the wind is strong enough to push me down to my knees, and running too fast is still not fast enough, so I run until my lungs crumble and I collapse and I cry I cry I cry. I look like I'm drowning in a river but feeling alright. I see myself lying in the grass and I'm inhaling, I'm exhaling. the earth underneath me is breathing with me, and maybe I will not die alone after all.
this is what I see: I'm hunched over the toilet puking my brains out, and a voice tells me the end of the world is coming. somehow I have the energy to run to your house. somehow, before the windows shatter and everything becomes nothing, I grab your hand and this is how we turn to dust.
this is what I see: I barge into your room as you're taking a toke, and at first you panic, but then you say, "oh, okay. it's just you." it's just me.
this is what I see: the world is spinning. it's a blur of lights, a carousel of colours. I'm dancing. when I close my eyes, I see myself falling, but keeping my eyes open makes me feel dizzy. I'm confusing the sights I see with opened eyes for the pictures I see with closed eyes. I'm scared to death. I'm crying hysterically. I'm so fucking drunk.
this is what I see: my guts on the pavement. it looks like a picture I painted last week. it looks like the bruises on my left hip and right cheek. I see a world with no sun but with flashlights blinding me and one hundred faces in my face poking me with sticks and asking me if I'm still alive.
this is what I see: I'm running. the wind is strong enough to push me down to my knees, and running too fast is still not fast enough, so I run until my lungs crumble and I collapse and I cry I cry I cry. I look like I'm drowning in a river but feeling alright. I see myself lying in the grass and I'm inhaling, I'm exhaling. the earth underneath me is breathing with me, and maybe I will not die alone after all.
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i've been thinking and...
i've come to a realization:
no one can make me smile the way you do.
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shes empty mouthed.
she cant explain but its like that pins and needles feeling except in her heart. its like she could have said twelve thousand and four different things and she picked the wrong one. its the way shes no good with words except she tries forcing her ideas into verses and stanzas and neatly packaged displays of her individualism. so its as if shes set up an exhibit in her mind, complete with glass windows for people to press their handprints into, staining her already disheveled head with traces of themselves. shes empty mouthed since she just realized that not a single bi
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you are glowbracelets
and fireflies and oatmeal raisin cookies.
you are thunderstorms
and comic books and afternoons on the bleachers.
you are constellations
and crinkled denim and nights spent on the park bridge.
you are the best thing
i could ever hope for and i love you more than should be allowed.
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the earth underneath me is breathing with me, and maybe i will not die alone after all.
that is brilliant. of course.
like always.
that is brilliant. of course.
like always.